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08:47 pm
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so bad at this
ok so im super bad at writing in this thing..grrr. that silly myspace is taking up all of my free time..jk. i just wanted to wish everyone a happy happy new year and tell jenn that im sorry about that whole thing with her yahoo messanger...it sucks..it just happend to me. so anywoo..have a happy new year everyone!!!
Current Mood:  cold
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08:51 pm
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only becasue i feel strongly about this:
Casey Sheehan was born May 29, 1979, the first born child of Cindy and Pat Sheehan. It was a long labor. Fifty-one days after Casey was born, our first child, Wade was born, also after a long labor. They started school the same year, played the same games, watched the same television shows, loved the same country. On April 4, 1996, three weeks after going to Washington as a winner in a national contest about what America meant to him, Wade died in an automobile accident. On April 4, 2004, eight years later to the day, Casey, who loved his country enough to wear its uniform, died in Iraq. Cindy and Pat's hearts broke, as had ours.
We teach our children right from wrong. We teach them compassion and honor. We teach them the dignity of each life. And then, sometimes, the lessons we taught are turned on their heads. Cindy Sheehan is asking a very simple thing of her government, and she and her family, and most particularly Casey, have paid a very dear price for the right to ask this.
Cindy wants Casey's death to have meant as much as his life - lived fully - might have meant. I know this, as does every mother who has ever stood where we stand. And the President says he knows enough, doesn't need to hear from Casey's mother, doesn't need to assure her that Casey's is not one small death in a long and seemingly never-ending drip of deaths, that there is a plan here that will bring our sons and daughters home. He doesn't need to hear from her, he says. He claims he understands how some people feel about the deaths in Iraq.
The President is wrong.
Whether you agree or disagree with every part, or any part, of what Cindy wants to say, you know it is better that the President hear different opinions, particularly from those with such a deep and personal interest in the decisions of our government. Today, another voice would be helpful.
Cindy Sheehan can be that voice. She has earned the right to be that voice.
Please join me in supporting Cindy's right to be heard.
I grew up in a military family. My father and my grandfather were career Navy pilots. I saw what it meant to live a life every single day when the possibility of an honorable death is always there, at the dinner table, on the playground, at the base school. Will someone's father not come home tonight? And I didn't just feel the possibility, I saw the real thing, and, believe me, it stays with you, it changes you.
I also saw, then and more recently as I campaigned across this country and spent time with courageous military mothers and wives, how little attention is paid to the needs and the voices of military families. It has to change. The sacrifices that our military men and women make assure us that we have the strongest military in the world, but the sacrifices that their families make are too often ignored. The President's cavalier dismissal of Cindy Sheehan is emblematic of a greater problem. This is a mother who raised her son to love his country enough to serve. This is a mother who lived the impossible life of a mother of a soldier serving in Iraq, unable to sleep when he sleeps, unable to sleep when he is on duty, unable to watch the television, unable to stop watching the television.
And when the worst does happen, when the world comes crashing down and she puts the boy she bore, the boy she taught, the boy she loved in the ground, what does that government say to her? It says we'll do the talking; we don't need to hear from you. If we are decent and compassionate, if we know the lessons we taught our children, or if, selfishly, all we want is the long line of the brave to protect us in the future, we should listen to the mothers now.
Listen to Cindy.
Join me so Cindy knows we believe she has earned the right to be heard.
Elizabeth Edwards
Take Action: Click here to support Cindy Sheehan in her struggle to be heard.
Current Mood:  determined
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08:04 pm
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men
i got into a support group for women whos husbands/boyfriends are over seas or just in the military. its nice to know that other people are having the same feelings as me and are going threw the same things ie short emails, not talking to the men for days even weeks at a time. its going to be a good place for me to vent about the lack of attention and the lack of comunication with josh. i am actually very excited about this thing, i love to meet new people and its people who know where i am coming from and dont see my venting as complaining.
josh was online today and i said hi and he didnt even talk to me, hes so mean sometimes, i dont care if hes working or not, he shouldnt be online if he cant talk. see you guys who are reading that are probably thinking what a turd! but im not its my life and its what i have to go threw! lol.
well thats it for today..tootles
Current Mood:  cranky
Current Music: grind on me
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10:34 pm
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im bikini oh yeah
Your bikini...your just right not to sluty not to
boring the world needs more people like you
Whats your Underwear Type?
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10:27 pm
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my weekend...so exciting
So i went whitewater rafting this weekend, it was great. i didnt fall out and i didnt get any bruising so i have to say i survived. a few of us are going to go in higher levels next year..oh yeah...you have to wear helmets on that one..lol.
i told josh that he had to go with us next year and he said no thanks ill pass. i asked him why and he said that it is dangerous. um...DUH!!!! so its safer wehre there are bombs and crazy people blowing cars up??? i htink not!!! this does not make sence to me. it made me confused! oh well whatever.
Current Mood:  calm
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11:30 pm
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lalalalalala
| C | Cheerful | | E | Excellent | | C | Clever | | E | Easy | | L | Luscious | | I | Ideal | | A | Amorous |
Name Acronym Generator
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11:14 am
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bold the once that apply to you
-I am an only child.
-I AM CATHOLIC.
-I AM CONTENT AT THE MOMENT.
-I am currently in my pajamas.
-I am currently pregnant.
-I AM CURRENTLY SINGLE.
-I AM CURRENTLY SUFFERING FROM A BROKEN HEART.
-I am embarrassed to be seen with my mother or father.
-I am left handed.
-I am married.
-I am obsessed with my LJ.
-I am online 24/7, even as an away message. unless I forget to turn Adium off
-I am procrastinating by filling out this list.
-I am resentful that I have to grow up.
-I am very shy around the opposite/same sex.
-I am, or was, pigeon-toed.
-I BITE MY NAILS.
-I CAN BE PARANOID AT TIMES.
-I carry a weapon with me everywhere I go.
-I collect picture frames.
-I consider myself to be a "nerd".
-I CURRENTLY HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE.
-I CURRENTLY REGET SOMETHING I HAVE DONE.
-I CURSE FREQUENTLY
-I do not believe people are inherently good or evil, rather they are inherently lazy.
-I don't hate anyone.
-I ENJOY COUNTY MUSIC.
-I enjoy jazz music.
-I enjoy smoothies.
-I ENJOY TALKING ON THE PHONE.
-I HAVE A CAR.
-I HAVE A CELL PHONE.
-I have a hard time paying attention at school.
-I have a hidden talent.
-I have a hobby.
-I HAVE ALOT TO LEARN.
-I HAVE A PET.
-IHAVE A SECRET THAT I AM EMBARRASSED TO REVEAL.
-I HAVE A TENDENCY TO FALL FOR THE WRONG GUY/ GIRL.
-I have all my grandparents, none of them have died.
-I HAVE AT LEAST ONE BROTHER/SISTER.
-I have avoided work to play with my livejournal.
-I have been in a real relationship.
-I have been in a threesome.
-I HAVE BEEN REJECTED BY SOMEONE.
-I HAVE BEE THE "PSYCHO EX" IN A PAST RELATIONSHIP.
-I have been to an anime convention.
-I HAVE BEEN TO ANOTHER COUNTRY.
-I HAVE BEEN TO EUROPE.
-I HAVE BEEN TO LAS VEGAS.
-I have been told that I am very smart.
-I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.
-I have broken a bone.
-I HAVE CALLER ID ON MY PHONE.
-I HAVE CHANGED A DIAPER.
-I HAVE CHANGED ALOT IN THE LAST YEAR.
-I HAVE CHEATED ON A SIGNIFICANT OTHER.
-I have counted down the days until the summer.
-I have dated a close friend's ex.
-I HAVE DATED SOMEONE 10 YEARS (OR MORE) OLDER THAN ME.
-I HAVE DONE SOMTHING ILLEGAL.
-I HAVE FRIENDS WHO HAVENT SEE MY NATURAL HAIR COLOR.
-I have gone scuba diving.
-I have had major surgery.
-I HAVE HAD MY HAIR CUT IN THE LAST WEEK.
-I HAVE HAS SEX WITH SOMEONE IM WASNT IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH.
-I have had the cops called on me.
-I HAVE KISSED SOMEONE I KNEW I SHOULDNT HAVE.
-I HAVE KISSED SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX.
-I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past.
-I HAVE MOOD SWINGS.
-I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
-I HAVE PASSED OUT DUNK AT LEAST ONCE IN THE LAST 6 MONTHS.
-I HAVE REJECTED SOMEONE BEFORE.
-I have seen "The Lord of the Rings" trilogy
-I have seen the television show "The O.C."
-I HAVE SWAM IN THE OCEAN.
-I HAVE TREID A DRUG THAT IS ILLEGAL.
-I HAVE TRIED SUSHI.
-I HAVE WATCH "SEX AND THE CITY".
-I HAVE WATCHED PORN MOVIES.
-I HAVE WATCHED THE SHOW " SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS".
-I know how to shoot a gun.
-I LIKE TO BE THE CENTER OF ATTENTION.
-I like eating Ramen noodles.
-I like my handwriting.
-I like Shakespeare.
-I like the taste of blood.
-I like to cook.
-I like to sing.
-I like to vacuum.
-I love learning foreign languages.
-I love Michael Jackson.
-I LOVE MY FRIENDS.
-I LOVE OLIVES.
-I LOVE RAIN.
-I LOVE SLEEPING.
-I love to play computer games.
-I LOVE TO SHOP.
-I MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW.
-I own 100 CDs or more.
-I own a home.
-I own and use a library card.
-I play a musical instrument.
-I practice a religion that is not considered "mainstream".
-I read books for pleasure.
-I SHAVE MY LEGS.
-I sleep a lot during the day.
-I strongly dislike math
-I think Britney Spears is pretty.
-I think long strings of html code look cool.
-I think prostitution should be legalized.
-I think that Pizza Hut makes the best pizza.
-I THINK THE WORLD WOULD BE A BETTER PLACE IF PEOPLE SMILED MORE OFTEN.
-I was born in a country other than the USA.
-I watch more TV this year than last year.
-I watch MTV on a daily basis.
-I watch soap operas on a regular basis.
-I wear glasses or contact lenses.
-I WILL TRY ANYTHING AT LEAST ONCE.
-I WORK AT A JOB I ENJOY.
-I would classify myself as "ghetto".
-I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
-I like orange kool aid.
-I can name all 7 of the dwarfs from 'Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs'.
-I like being at school.
-I always love wearing sweaters.
-I love water polo.
-I am currently wearing socks.
-I am being nostalgic right now.
-I hate summative season.
-I am tired.
-I love to paint.
-I LOVE AND AM LOVED BY SOMEONE.
Current Mood:  bouncy
Current Music: missy elliot
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04:43 pm
[Link] |  | You scored as Drunk Cat. Put down the bottle, Cheech. Sign up for some AA classes and drink a glass of water. Bars are ok once in a while, but you shouldn't be sleeping at them.
Drunk Cat | | 58% | Couch Potato Cat | | 33% | Pissed at the World Cat | | 33% | Love Machine Cat | | 33% | Ninja Cat | | 8% | Derranged Cat | | 0% | Nerd Cat | | 0% | </td>
Which Absurd Cat are you?
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this could actually be me, very interesting!
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12:05 am
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this is kinda funny
You're Soroity Slut Barbie! You're easy and you're
really cheesy! Have fun with the entire
football team.
If You Were A Barbie, Which Messed Up Version Would You Be?
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i actually thought this to be funny. i needed something to make me laugh. this move....more like this nightmare, its been the worst thing ive been through! we were supposed to have our keys LAST friday and as of today we still dont have them. all of our stuff is stuffed in a one car garage and all four of us are bunking out on friends and family couches! sometimes i hate the city and their stupid certificates!!
Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: my brothers alarm clock
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09:26 pm
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interesting
You Are Kermit's Fear of Abandonment.
You love banjoes, lily pads, as well as fun lovin'
bears and chickens and things. You loved Sesame
Street as a child, and watched it two, maybe
three times a day. You know all the words to
The Rainbow Connection, but you don't
necessarily like the fact that you're
inevitably paired with a pig for life.
But sadly, like The Muppets, you've been passed
around more times than a taped version of Dr.
Demento's Dungeons & Dragons bit. Every time
Jim Henson's bastard children sell your family
to some greedy conglomerate, a little bit of
your soul fades away.
But just remember, you know better than anyone that
it ain't easy being green.
Which Depressing Reality for Children of the 80s Are You?
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Current Mood:  contemplative
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04:14 pm
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very interesting
 | You scored as Goddess of the Golden Dawn. You come from heaven. You wake people from their sleep. Your purity is unlike any other, nor is your beauty. By the way, nice wings!
Goddess of the Golden Dawn | | 56% | Pixie | | 40% | Snow Fairy | | 37% | Twilight Mistress Fairy | | 33% | Ethereal Priestess Fairy | | 25% | Raven Fairy | | 23% | Druid Fairy | | 21% | Rose Thorn Fairy | | 21% | Autumn Fairy | | 19% | </td>
Which Firefly-Path Fairy are you?
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Current Mood: cheerful
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09:09 pm
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thought this was kinda creepy so i had to take this quiz
BLUE
??Which colour of Death is yours??
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12:47 pm
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What Usage of the Word Fuck are You?
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this is interesting since " fuck me" is my favorite thing to say when i do something lame!!!
Current Mood: bouncy
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09:42 pm
[Link] | the website for her jewelry is www.liasophia.com
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09:28 pm
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boys playing softball??
I went to this softball game and it was a men playing!! i have never experianced such a thing and it was a sight!!! i was watching these men play and all i could think was" girls can play better". they couldnt catch, they couldnt bat and one of the teams had no coach. you would think that men could do better since they are larger and stronger,in reality women are way better. i think that men should stick with regular baseball. this is going to boggle my mind all night long!! i dont like it. the fun part though was sitting and making fun of them. some of them were actually kinda cute too.
i would also like to announce that my friend is now selling really nice jewelry and if anyone would like a catalog and to order something let me know!
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: take me out to the ball game
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04:07 pm
[Link] | I called james to find out what happend with the car thing. he said taht he got things figured out....whew, what a relief. He then proceeded to ask me if we were still over, i said that i didnt know. i told him all that i want from him is to be nice to me and not treat me like a piece of dog poo, he was quiet. i also told him that i wanted him to go to counceling with me and he agreed to that as well, and he told me he would do whatever it would take to make things right with me. im still not sure what im going to do. if i take him back i swear this will be the last time!!!!
on a lighter note, i am moving to cotati!!! some friends of mine and i got a brand new condo. we are moving into it in 2 weeks from tomorrow. the living situation in that house should be very interesting. i had asked my friend jeff to get a place with me, he agreed. the next thing that i know he is asking his EX girlfriend and her 3 year old daughter to move in as well...oh what a happy family we will be!!! as im writing this im slapping myself in the head and thinking this is stupid, ehehehehehe. all in all though this should be good. i will be saving money and those two friends are actually alot of fun, and now that im trying to work through this james thing i wont be alone.
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06:45 pm
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why are boys so lame??
I was cheerfully at work this morning when I go to check my celly on my break, i saw that my dad had called and the first thing i thought was....uh oh. I listen to the not so nice message about how my darling boyfriend hasnt paid his car payment in 3 months( how can you not pay your car payment in months??)Well, my dad is the co-signer and he is understandably very angry with the boyfriend. i call the boyfriend, myself by this time very worked up because im the one who is going to have to bail is butt out once again, the boyfriend says sorry about a million times and at this point no amount of sorries can make this problem go away. the money has to come out of our wedding fund wich is low already because the boyfriend decided 2 months before the wedding that he didnt want to get married so we didnt get any of our moey back.....20,000 down the drain.
i call my mom and blah blah blah....i get the money and go to the bank. the bank informs me that i can not pay the amount owed because they are getting ready to repossess the stupid car. when i leave the bank i swear people can see steam coming from my body and i was ready to go hunt the boyfriend down and kill him. my mom calls him and yells at him and then i get a call from him and in turn yell at him as well.
the outcome of the phone call is as follows: he is now not the boyfriend but the x-boyfriend. how dare he ruin my dads credit and put me and my family threw hell for the past 2 years. how dare he make me sad. how dare he spend 5 years with me and not marry me. how dare he make me cry and not wipe away the tears he has caused. and how dare he ruin me and my happiness. there are a million other men out there who would love to have me by them. there are a million men out there who are men enough to realize it is there fault that i am crying and that would promise to never hurt me again and come and wipe away the tears. i am afraid of the world without my james, the love of my life but with this comes many new open doors for me. so for the last time i close the chapter on my life with my james and set him to be someone elses james.
Current Mood: sad
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03:35 pm
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this is mostly for jen
I was at Ritas a few weeks ago and i was hanging around the front door when a guy approached me. he said hi to me and used my name, i couldnt for the life of me figure out who the guy was, as i was trying to figure out who he was he starts to hug me as if we were old friends and hadnt seen eachother in years, so i returned the hug said my hellos and asked my how are yous and after all that jazz was finished he rushed off with peter from radio shack....that one i knew since ive known him for years and he used to spend alot of his time at my house. the nite goes on and on and i am still puzzled as to who this person was. once again i step outside and see taht james is in line with person and talking to him, i casually walk up and butt into the convo...then james burst out and says..."cec, he got kicked out if his parents house for playing "devils music"." saying this he points at my so- called friend that i dont remeber and it hits me like a lightning bolt, it is none other than ROBERT!!!! i was so excited on the inside i could barely contain mysleft but since i already made a scene about seeing him ( when i had no idea who he was) i couldnt let on that i had just figured out who the heck he was. anywho...jen... he is now treasura's vicitm and is living with her...poor guy!! hes doing great and looks awsome!! and i am very proud to say....WE CORUPTED HIM!!!!!!
Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: MY OWN
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05:59 pm
[Link] | Last monday i get a call from my boss, this doesnt strike me as odd since she calls every morning, what she had to say though was odd and a little un nerving. she tells me that she was listening to our morning voice messages and that there was an odd one on the machine for me and it went something like this...." cecelia, this is micheal and i wanted to apologize for things....but this is your work number so i wont go into that right now, ill get A HOLD of you later....bye and click".
WHO DOES THIS GUY THINK HE IS????? he steals my car and then calls to APOLOGIZE???? i mean really come on and get your head out of the butt and lay off the drugs. so i get off the phone with her and call my mom...she says" better call the police sounds like the start of a stalker" oh thanks alot!!! so then i figure no it cant be him because he hasnt called matt and when he showed up the wednesday before he almost got put back in jail...it must be one of my frineds playing a sick and twisted joke on me.
a few hours later i skip my happy little self into work and i get settle not thinking the message is real so i was taking my sweet time to listen to it. eventually i pick up the phone and the voice on the other end made me shake so badly i almost vomited and fainted..sure enought it was him. i couldnt even listen to the whole mesasge at first. i flew into histerics and called matt not know what to do. he calls me back and trys not to let me hear how nervous he is and he tells me to go and get a restraing order. so i did and i was told i couldnt get one becuase i didnt have enough evidence to get one....WOW!!!! i would like to know where my tax dollars are going if i cant even be safe...the held a knife to my throat and beat me....HELLO!!!!!!! IS ANYONE THERE?????????? the STUPID da has also decided taht micheal didnt not steal my car a rob matt and bri's house...and simple just MOVED AWAY.....what the hell is that all about??? so the only way anyone is going to come out is if i call 911 and he is trying to kill me.......i really think this whole thing sucks and it leaves me quite baffled..how about you??
oh and thej thing that started this whole thing was...the wednesday before my phone call he shows up at his sisters house and she calls matt...in turn matt calls me and tells me to get the hell out of my house and of course i pack my stuff and run for my life....havent been home much unless james is with me...
Current Mood:  distressed
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03:20 pm
[Link] | so to answer jenniffer, the pressent taht she got me was this frame that said friends forever on it and then it had one of my favorite pix of us in it...she also got me this really cute bracellate that says princess on it..hehehe she knows me sooo well.
so last nite we went to dinner with my dad and the wicked step mother and my mom and james and anthony...it was alot of fun and i ate way too much food. my dad and the wicked step mother bought me these really pretty pearl earings..i loved them. then we went to a bar and had more fun listen to drunk people try to sing..lol.
well i gotta jam..im going to see james' new place...
Current Mood: content
Current Music: my mom and my brother hammering on the wall
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